your knife my back, my gun your head.
What happened?…

i generally thought you loved me, like you reminded me every 2 minutes that you did, how i was your ‘princess’ and how you could never just leave me but kiss me about 100000 times first, how as soon as you went you’d text me too see when you could next see me, how we used to always play fight and beat each other up, and your mum would always tell us to behave, i love how when we were lying down next to each other and looking at each other and you’d constantly remind me that to you i’m beautiful, and even though i hated my figure you said you loved it:)
you made me the happiest i’ve ever been, yes we argued but, was never nothing big only that one time where we left each other for half hour and walked off but soon came back and we’re fine:-) it was so lush seeing you look after lexi, she adored you to bits, just like i did, every time i saw you, i couldn’t help but smile, because just seeing you made me smile, i loved how much you were into me, i felt so special if im honest, and now you’ve forgotten about everything? don’t wanna be with me? what happened about everything? what happened to you wanting to stay with me for ages? what happened to you loving me the way you said you did? now i’m just left here, crying, wanting you back, can’t say i ain’t tried, but if it makes you happy not wanting to be with me, then i should be happy that you’re happy, yeah i love you.